We all want change but nobody wanna change, silence no guns no bombs hmmm strange. Losing our minds and putting demons to bed, took a message to a preacher and this is what they said. yeeeah. Always gonna talk a little cheek that has the meaning of the truth. When love and hate collides your still the one standing inside the booth. doing your best and Giving it your all, got your name and number out there but still waiting for the call, from someone saying your amazing you've made it, and replacing my pain with happiness like god knows I've paid it. For all the sacrifices that I've made and the demons I have faced, it all boils down to questions is the industry worth it, isn't it supposed to be embraced. And when no one answers you get angry and create more music, whether it's accapepla or even acoustic,. Spreading love and passion with every line. Hoping for a reaction because the music's all mine. My haters tell me to stop because dyslexia is a discibility, I'm proving them wrong break down every word it becomes a simplicity. Maby it's just a blessing in disguise you will see what I see if you just open up your eyes,And take a closer look at what's going on, it could be your last chance one minute people are here the next they're gone. What is unity when no one can unite, I have to address things firmly No-one listened when I was polite, We all want change but nobody wanna change, silence no guns no bombs hmmm strange. Losing our minds and putting demons to bed, took a message to a preacher and this is what they said. yeeeah. try not to worry and don't be afraid, people will come together and your music will be replayed. Over and over like the ticking if a clock, or a pocket watch which you keep safe inside a sock, because it was given to you before your gramp passed away from dimentia ,he said this has taken me on a journey but now it's your adventure. Be happy get the world to believe and follow your path. We plot our own destinations just don't drift off the graph. Devastation took a toll on me and the music stopped. People begged me for a reunion with the beat but the beat never dropped. Grievance took over me like a deadly disease. Dragged me from the peak of my powers and brought me to my knees. Until I got blasted by some motivation like life ain't all bad after rehabilitation, and I wanted to give back to the world its what I need. If love was blood then blood I'd bleed. Aiming to spread happiness whereever I go but in those four walls the feelings incredible so shallow, Deep in thought lost in translation, no matter how bad you write its still your creation, and the reflection that follows you around is making you so proud. Because you didn't give up and you can ignite any crowd, We all want change but nobody wanna change, silence no guns no bombs hmmm strange. Losing our minds and putting demons to bed, took a message to a preacher and this is what they said. yeeeah. We survive to live and live to survive, I'm a rapaholic daily 9-5, keep on listening the music's there to hear, strike happiness and takeaway the fear, all I wanted was people to pay attention I got kicked out of school for this business or was always in detention so hear me out just love no hate, no hate just love that's what I'm all about. You feel bad for feeling bad and believe theres no way out .staring at a bottle of pills its the worst youve ever felt. your minds telling you to take the lot because noone will realise. when really people care but its not clear through your eyes. Cause we all want change But nobody wanna change Silence no guns no bombs hmmm strange Loosing our minds and putting demons to bed Took a message to the preacher and this is what they said Yeeeah. 

 What do I have to do to get the light to shine through to you make you understand that your hurting me. During the early hours while you sleep I bleed. Facts are facts and the scars on my arms don't lie. I cut them at work when really I just slit them with a knife. Always putting me down I done nothing wrong. School is bad enough and now your clogging up my phone. I used to watch the clock I couldn't wait to go home. But now you get me there as well I can't escape. Dad told me he be my superman he'd catch me when I fall so somebody tell me where's his Cape. Bleeding, bleeding all day long Never understood where I belong how could anyone be so strong Realising this pain will be life long Imagine feeling worthless everyday. Being bullied when going out to play.so you stay inside and hide away. Parents are always at work they think their little girl is okay. Truth is she's just a little girl with a lost soul. She's got a heart made of fire but it feels like coal. Can't take much more she wants to be an angle doll. Slams the bedroom door and at full volume plays her rock and roll. The tune slices the air it says the end is near. Don't worry little girl we will all love you up here. Their ain't no bullies you got nothing to fear. And with that she plans to shed one last tear. Bleeding, bleeding all day long Never understood where I belong How could anyone be so strong Realising this pain will be life long. Just as she's about to draw the last blow pop its a notification on her computer screen. Suicide prevention this is a sign what does it mean. She clicks on it stay strong don't give up the fight we're a team. We know your hurting we feel your pain grab your pillow and let off some steam . bleeding bleeding all day long never understood where I belong how could anyone be so strong realising this pain will be life long. She deletes the article she's seen it all before. I'm done with life I'm done with them all. The light goes out 3 hours later there's a knocking at her door. It's her boyfriend there's no answer he kicks it down their is his queen crying on the floor. He grabs her she's going grey tell me what you've done. Until he spots an empty bottle of pills next to her she say I just Wanna be gone. He supports her head in his hand don't let them think they have won. Dials 999 what your emergency my girlfriends gonna die she done something wrong. Before they hand up the phone they tell me they will be as quick as they can. When they arrive I'm taken aside by a man. He calls himself Dan. I must pass out all I remember is the sound of the doors closing on the ambulance van. 

 All alone and you’ve had to much to drink, four walls, no lights, and your in to deep, a bottle of pills spilled on the kitchen sink, time stays still when you can not sleep, All alone and you’ve had to much to drink, four walls, no lights, and your in to deep, a bottle of pills spilled on the kitchen sink, time stays still when you can not sleep, Im agitated I got dangers to my left and dangers to my right side, just another dose ill be burning on the bright side, acting like a pro yeah im just acting on my hindsight. Always seems harder when your hiding from the limelight. ID be giving money saying keep the change, aint it strange , im getting thousands to be on stage, and share my rage, mimic me word for word then turn the page, and raise the roof like an exorcist, piss on the bible and set it alight for the hypocrites, I am god and I wrote the script, back with a bang thought my standards slipped. Problem was I stopped believing, saying shit was easy but the looks were so deceiving, pills looked like tic tacs from the days when I was teething, death seemed a luxury so someone stop me breathing. Everything seems false take it how you like, I don’t need a fucking shrink, I don’t need to see a syke, to tick a few boxes like they work for Nike, and tell me what I already know my brains fucked like the local bike. All alone and you’ve had to much to drink, four walls, no lights, and your in to deep, a bottle of pills spilled on the kitchen sink, time stays still when you can not sleep, Can anybody hear me calling out their name, can you, can you, can you see me standing in the rain, had a family last year then they cut me out the photo frame, oh how the mighty fall so much they will never be the same, its more difficult when you got ocd,6 pills not 2 that what you need, remember keep it perfect if you want to succeed , im just Saturn’s spawn his evil seed. Ill take you with me and seal your fate, your a pawn in my game so im screaming check mate, should have looked up to me now its to late, no second chances not another clean slate. How many chances does a dirty slut need. Filthy hoe why you crying your the one who did the deed, opened your legs to breed breed breed, your like an addiction I just got to feed. constantly hungry always wanting more, I cry for help im on the floor, sat near the phone waiting for your call which never comes so I put my fist through the wall, Would that get you attention gain your focus, your confused well so am I its like the hocus pocus make me wanna tie a rope around my neck until it chokes us, your the one to blame the one who fucking broke us. All alone and you’ve had to much to drink, four walls, no lights, and your in to deep, a bottle of pills spilled on the kitchen sink, time stays still when you can not sleep, She said she would always love me, But she had a knife in her hand while she stood above me, smiling sweetly, wandering if hell would ever meet me, an eye for an eye she cant defeat me, I’ve cheated death before, picked myself up every time I fall, all I see is blue and white so lets play ball, im just faulty goods so put me on recall, .no one gives a fuck about me, that’s why im sat here vodka bottle almost empty, wasting away doubters are you fucking proud of me, your perfect creation wake up from your dream, you thought you could dictate what the fuck i write, until I snap and begin to bite, snapping into a verse rap god, rap devil, rap great white, im just a devil with a mic a tortured soul a demonic sight, Go so fast in my head until the brain starts to smoke, I got nothing to lose so going for broke, take another pill and another line of coke, why did I have to be rapping to be heard every time I spoke. All alone and you’ve had to much to drink, four walls, no lights, and your in to deep, a bottle of pills spilled on the kitchen sink, time stays still when you can not sleep, 

 Baby got me love struck, Emotions got me feeling kinda mucked up, 3am Leaving voicemails on the phone sorry I fucked up, hoping the one I want is safely tucked up, I'm missing the closure of her laying next to me, Sending saucy messages like when she used to sext with me, And dancing on the street when she used to flex with me, Us against the world but now she just an ex of me. Its a lonely place when fighting alone, Quiet days silent nights baby come home, We can work it out just pick up the phone , Let's talk tonight we can't do this on our own, I'd search the earth to find a second chance, Because there's not another you so we got to skip advance, We had a blip then you ended up in France, Love me like I love you lets have another dance. I'll take her by the hand and tell her she's my queen, Me plus her minus baggage that’s cupids assembled team, We go together like we strawberries and cream, I know she hates that she loves me but she's letting off some steam, Baby got me love struck, Emotions got me feeling kinda mucked up, 3am leaving voice mails on the phone sorry I fucked up Hoping the one I want is safely tucked up, You make my head a mess, Make me feel so depressed, But get my heart pumping in my chest, I'm falling for you shit I just confessed, Playing a game which she thinks she's winning, She’s the only queen phones always pinging , This is the game she has to find her king in, Maybe look closer to home it shouldn't take much thinking Looking her in the eyes staring her in the face, Giving all the signs but she’s keeping up the chase, Playing hard to get her beauty you can't replace, But she is the priority so I’m just keeping with the pace, She’s so unique in many different ways , can talk for hours while I'm taking in everything she says, Time is not an issue I just hope that she stays, Never felt like this I know its not a phase, I know it won't be easy our lives have been so hectic, Me and you baby side by side two peas in a pod its like were symmetric, You make me come alive our connection is electric, So don't hit me with were over because I know that's just some dope shit, Cause baby got me love struck, Emotions got me feeling kinda mucked up, 3am leaving voice mails on the phone sorry I fucked up, Hoping the one I want in safely tucked up, The good guys always lose but you can break that trend, Together for keeps this shit you can't pretend, No fucking with ones feelings its us until the end, I know you've been hurt before but with me you don't have to defend, Take down that barrier that your holding so tight, Let's take this step by step turn our wrongs into right, Your the one I’m dreaming of when I go to bed at night, Just put your hand in my hand baby everything will be alright, Forget about the guys who showed you no respect, All they ever gave you was an overdose of neglect, An invisible drug that you didn't expect, But it fucked you up the same together we can fix what they wrecked, I'll pick you up when your down, Be your rock or be your clown, I'll treat you like a princess lets hit the town, Your a queen I know it but you don't need no crown. Cause baby you got me love struck, Emotions got me feeling kinda mucked up, 3am leaving voice mails on the phone sorry I fucked up, Hoping the one I want is safely tucked up, Yea,yea,yea, Baby got me love struck, Emotions got me feeling kinda mucked up, 3am leaving voicemails on the phone sorry I fucked up, Hoping the one I want is safely tucked up. 

 Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you, You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh eh Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh The alarm clock rings another days about to break, the only smile I own is a smile that's fake, yesterdays feelings aren't the same, so I point my pen to the paper take aim, And try to imagine a life that isn't mine, get lost in translation with the very next rhyme, until its just me and a beat, teddy bears my only friend so teddy bear take a seat, You won't judge you won't criticise took me by surprise no stars tears in these eyes from all the hurt and the hate hands up if you can relate don't hype me up to watch me deflate stay by my side just be my mate, you wont run you wont hide, when I said I was fine I guess I lied, would you love me if I say I self harm, am I still fat and ugly with another scar on my arm, each cut deeper than the last, every gash a resemblance a blast from the past, if your fed up of being alone put your hands up HANDS UP. Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you, You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh eh Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh I'm an inconvenience who doesn't even matter, I love the sound of the rain going pitta patta and sliding down the window like a tear on my cheek, alone every minute every hour every day of every week. Once it was all light now all I see is dark, shot my confidence to bits after every nasty remark, called me a fat whale to you it was sarcastically funny, crushed my dreams until I emptied my tummy, straight down the toilet because it felt right, suffocating in hate morning noon and night. Just leave me alone don't make me pay, I beg you please for one nice day, laugh at the clothes that I wear on my back, I don't fit in I'm under attack. Your a spiteful bully who gets a kick, out of abusing the vulnerable you make me sick, we are who we are no-one gets to pick, how can smiling politely still make you tick. Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you, You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh eh Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh I made a prayer that I wouldn't be another victim listed, wrote mum and dad I love you on the corner of the page and kissed it, A happy ever after c'mon lets be realistic, a monster with a pen emotions going ballistic. I tried to tell you I had problems but you put me behind your work, life's supposed to be fun but I can't find any perks, I've scowled the earth high and low, no rock left unturned no place I didn't go, these things should have been easy but I'm mentally slow, and if I die before I wake I promise my star will be the one to glow. Wonder if I would ever be missed, maybe the people that say they love me will get a tattoo of my name upon their wrist, maybe they won't even care, life goes on act like I was never even there, if I had options id ask to be replaced, tired of fighting the fight when this fights the hardest I've ever had to face, so somebody save me and take me out of this place. Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you, You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh eh Nobody knows you, Somebody knows you You are alone yeah, You’re not alone eh eh eh 

 We party all night, Rock your body baby we party tonight, Keep to the rhythm we gotta party right, So baby move your body cause we party all night. Didn’t even need a count me in , all i need is a beat and imma start to sing, rock the house its party time, faster the flow the smarter the rhyme were all running wild all running free I’m the one so wrap me up under your Christmas tree, wont need no lights cause your the angle on top skip to they rhythm just don’t forget the hop, slide to the left then back to the right rock that body baby cause you own the night, Before you know it its turbo time got your hands in the air without committing a crime, but nobody cares she looks so fly, princess spinning round with a twinkle in her eye. she’s down for a good time with a wiggle and a jiggle, hands around her waist just a playful little tiggle. She knows she’s got the whole floor up on their feet, dancing and dancing to another wonder beat, the lights are amazing flashing so much, twice every second almost every time we touch. Bodies entwined as we illuminate fire in the booth time to in fumigate with speed and quality of finesse She got it going in a sparkly purple dress. So were kissing and kissing turning up the heat, still going side to side so we never miss a beat, Tonight’s the night a happy ever after, booze sex passion filled with a ton of laughter, were the making of a dream, switching numbers the cutest looking team, Cause We party all night Rock your body baby we party tonight, Keep to the rhythm we gotta party right So baby move your body cause we party all night. Soon as we hit the floor we were cruising, winners here tonight while the whole world were loosing got all the flicks and the tricks, rocking it with a 9 til 5 girl from out in the sticks, And she’s got all the jazz and the conga, 4am already but we can party longer, were animals on the floor attacking the beat, moving to the rhythm staying light on our feet, Sensing there’s a chance she’s my girl she’s my queen, she’s the baddest bitch I’ve ever seen, they say be patient but I never like to wait, on the floor with me I assume its a date, look at her look at me, am I kidding myself there’s an opportunity, if we do this its together forever, no breakups not ever, ride the storms like were riding the beat, if she don’t like pressure then back off from the heat, and follow the flow while everyone else takes a seat Cause baby We party all night Rock your body baby we party tonight Keep to the rhythm we gotta party right So baby move your body cause we party all night. It takes a special kinda lyricist to take a girl and make her twist have such a good night she'd be wanting more got my hand gripped and we be heading for the door and into a taxi your place or mine, im down for anywhere just give me a good time, keep asking myself how am I so lucky, before she'd never have looked twice but now she wanna fuck me, Just play it cool stay calm and collective, a man of many talents but try and be respective, with a woman on a mission its not over until mission complete, through the doors and up the stairs she’s been whisked off her feet. She adores you and wants you for life, 2 years later a ring on your finger cause she’s your wife, She got my heart gripped and never letting go, plans to make a family and watch our grandchildren grow, travel round the world moneys not an issue, and if one of us is to be lost and found its cuz baby ,baby I miss you, Cuz when were apart we pine for more our hearts begin to ache. When I put that ring on your finger I made promises that I should never break, for richer for poorer to love and to hold til death us do part, you think you got it all but its just about to start, cause We party all night Rock your body baby we party tonight, Keep to the rhythm we gotta party right So baby move your body cause we party all night. 

 I wonder if you will see me when I fall, I wonder if your hear me now at all, I wonder if you be waiting for my call , baby I wonder if daddy,s your hero and your wall. Cuz I'm a Soldier of the night, Sorry baby girl daddy's gotta go back to the cold, left five times already and your not even two years old, but don't worry daddy loves you very much ill be back, just be a good girl for mummy while I'm out in Iraq. Just lay your head down everything will be okay, memorise the good times and then just press replay. Then the memories are never gonna fade, daddy's conquered the world already but your the best he's ever made. Blowing a kiss I'm leaving in silence bye to my creations and back to the violence, with a frame containing my will to survive, beautiful daughter gorgeous wife motive to come home alive, travelling to the nearest station dragging my case, one foot in front of the other as tears stream down both sides of my face. It takes a grown man to cry , protect his own family at the expense he could die. don't be upset I'm always in your heart ,and even in your nightmares believe were never to far apart. because I wonder if you will see me when I fall, I wonder if your hear me now at all, I wonder if you be waiting for my call, baby I wonder if daddy,s your hero and your wall. Cuz I'm a Soldier of the night, the chances of daddy seeing your first steps are very slim. But mummy's gonna video everything she can then send me the Sim. daddy didn't wanna leave the biggest battle was leaving you and mummy alone, and then when we had to end the Skype calls and blow kisses over the phone. And how your mummy would tell me how much she loved me and she'd see me soon, and I'd say I love you to around the world and back to the moon. then the screen would go black for another week or so I'd be back on my own, until it lit up again I'd jump in excitement to see how much my beautiful girl had grown, in just one week you notice the difference, I hope if I perish my girl knows of her daddy's existence. Every minute I'm away I miss you more, but I've been granted with a mission to protect and serve I'm a soldier of war. I try to forget stick to the task tough on the line scared underneath the mask. When nothings working I begin to think, what if I'm gone with the wind blown away with a blink. Would my princess know she was loved more than words could explain, would she be told daddy went out smiling he wasn't in pain, and was looking at a picture of her which he kept so close, he died so we could live his love was his overdose. I wonder if you will see me when I fall, I wonder if your hear me now at all, I wonder if you be waiting for my call, baby I wonder if daddy,s your hero and your wall. Cuz I'm a Soldier of the night, baby I wonder if you will see me when I fall, I wonder if your hear me now at all, I wonder if you be waiting for my call, baby I wonder if daddy,s your hero and your wall. Cuz I'm a Soldier of the night, yeah yeah I'm a soldier of the night, soldier of the night, soldier of the night. 

 Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t I could be a trap boy but that’s just not me I can wear my pants down low flashing a fake Gucci And treat you like shit so that you fancy me And be a controlling prick where you gonna be. You don’t reply so you must be cheating, Sleeping around who are you meeting, No boys on the socials to save a verbal beating, That’s not love that’s placement and organised seating, You got friends so must be a hoe, Truth hurts but your life’s a show, Living in a shadow but girl to me you glow Situations a shambles deep down you know. Can’t see it now but you will one day, Telling me your fine when your not okay, Kiss, fight,make up go again press replay, Loves fucking with your feelings so why do you stay. Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t It used to be us against the world Now it’s me against you, When you told me that you loved me was that even true , Shared all our problems got each other through, And under contacts on my phone your labelled as my boo Then the laughs turned into tension, Love turned to hate our toxic invention, Destined to grow old together living off our pension Must have been a dream my happiness prevention We should split go our separate ways, Your cute and all that but just another faze Briefly lit up my life but our spark died in the blaze Figuring you out is like strolling through a maze Where I’m Struggling to find the exit Im bored of being high waiting for our next hit You make out you want me but only when you sext it I’m packing my bags clearing the accounts like Brexit Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t, No they don’t No they don’t You were insecure but I still thought you were perfect, I’d do things a thousand times again because your worth it, We’re mixed in a storm but baby we’ll surf it, Fighting for survival better believe us we’re nerf it, There’s no time limit on us we can take things slow Just remember where ever you are that’s where I wanna go Take me by then hand watch this relationship grow, If you trust in me I trust in you just follow this flow. It’s like I found you on wish your a fake friend, Rushed into things like a click click send, Now Im hating what you’ve become I wish we were pretend But we built up that connection you got me on the mend Then brought it crashing down and acted like the victim Saying that your struggling but never sharing what your mixed in, But I can tell by your eyes your the one who needs fixin Fighting the fight I hope you get the licks in. Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t Tears on my pillow should dry when your with me but they don’t No they don’t No they don’t.